Hi Gunni,

I know you're going through a lot right now, and the last thing I did was making things harder for you. I genuinely wanted to be your support during this difficult time, and I know that when you needed me the most, I wasn't the partner you deserved in that moment.

At that time, I was also going through a lot emotionally. My mind wasn't in the right place, and instead of handling my feelings properly, I let my frustration and anger take over. That's something I regret. It doesn't change how much I care about you, but I understand why it hurt you.

You know that throughout April, whenever you needed me, day or night, I was there for you. When you couldn't talk at night and felt bad about it, I understood your situation because I knew what you were going through. I never wanted you to feel guilty for that.

What hurts me is that one bad moment ended up overshadowing so many good moments we shared. I'm not saying this to take away from my mistake—only because those moments were real for me, and they meant a lot.

I'm human too, and sometimes I struggle with my emotions, just like anyone else. But even in that difficult moment, my love and care for you never changed.

Gunni, I don't want you to struggle alone. I want to be with you during these difficult times. When life becomes heavy, I don't want you to carry everything by yourself. I want to stand beside you, support you, and face those moments together.

I don't want to lose the beautiful relationship we've built together. I understand that you need space right now, and I respect that. All I ask is that when you think about us, please remember the good moments too—the love, care, understanding, and support that we shared.

No matter what happens, you'll always be someone very special to me.

I love you. ❤️